Today is Monday and I just
feel like posting something on my blog site because I don’t have anything to
do. Actually, I jut accomplished writing a 1-minute script and I’m waiting for
the revision that will lead me to another step of my daily routine.
Revision. One word. Great
impact. If I can only revise everything maybe I’m already the perfect person in
the world. Maybe, all the tears and pains from the past will be faded and maybe
the word ‘reconciliation’ will be part of my life.
I’ve been down for many
years yet I’m standing still because I always look forward even if the
nightmares are pulling me back. I don’t know if I’m still the ‘real me’ from
all the trials that I’ve been going through.
Am I lonely? No, I’m not. I
just have this tendency to feel emotional when I’m alone and all I can do is to
write…write…write to make myself free from this manic world.
Again, I am not lonely and
I am not suicidal. I just feel like writing down my thoughts while we are all
busy with our responsibilities.
I am busy too. And posting
on my blog is only my ‘robbed time’ from my hectic life.
These are just my randoms thought for this day and I think I have to go now
because I don’t want to miss an opportunity to say ‘hello’ to my Monday even
though it’s already past 5 in the afternoon.
“Hello Monday! Did you see
me? I’m wearing my never favorite color, which is orange! Have a nice day!”
Well, I can say this is not
a best day because I failed to get my tin number. However, the staring game
that we play made my Monday complete. (I don't know your reasons for staring at me? We can actually talk dude! haha!)
Again, I am happy today. I can assure that if you are only one of the people around me.
Have a nice day everyone!
^^
